在时光里摸☀

A bright sky coming again! I stretched and know today will be a busy day. Before I going out with adequate protein, I had eaten a breakfast which made by egg. I like go out by bus, because bus will bring a short view of blue sea for me. Today, sea look so blue and has a huge tanker, it seems as a draw.

For my practical position, I still become navigator stand at familiar front desk with a familiar smile to each customer. My happiness soon disturb by somebody. Some customer like bring his or her bad feeling when coming to bank. When I asking more than two sentences, they seem want scold me. My heart feels out of sorts if meet such person. But such bad feeling just stand a while. It is unworthy to hold it as they are not qualified to deprive my happiness.  However, today is amazing after an unexpected meet of grace’s mother and her sister. They ask the help for posting money through machine because they are no idea how it used. Therefore, I offer myself to help. When taking the account number from them, I just discover the receiver is Grace. In continues asking some question, I can sure that is the one that I know.  Wah, Sandakan actually so small. 

At here, no Multibake, no Southern, but there is a fat miao cake house near my working place. The breads selling here are very cheap. Some bread just cost RM1. I ate chocolate bread, nice taste. Besides, Sandakan is an extremely hot place. When going out having lunch, I seem cooked by sun.

Finally I can back home. I like back home in time. Because I will go down at bus stop which opposite a secondary. At this time, they are after school. So at this time I can see them swarm around pushing and shouting cross the bridge. It recalls back when I am in secondary school. I miss that time go out with crowd friends with talking. I like the innocence time. I miss the days with school bus. When I arrive, I not directly calls my friend mum go out fetch me back. I usually spend some time stand at there enjoy their happiness. It brings back the feeling that how much I miss it.

I like wander and I know it just can be by a person. Therefore why I am here seems practiced my ability of adaption. However, crash appears sometime. I can feel just me alone here finish things by self. Feel tired on it. At this time, words become my solely friend. I had felt sad on unable online. If my laptop got any problem, I cannot promise that I will be wisely. May be I put a high mark for my independence. 

Anyway, I hope I can grow mature in this foreign land.     

天又亮了！伸个懒腰，要开始忙碌了。吃了一个有鸡蛋的早餐，充满蛋白质的我要出发工作了。喜欢搭巴士，因为巴士会带我看瞬间的海洋。今天的海特别蓝，还有一艘大邮轮，似幅画。

在工作岗位上，我依旧是NAVIGATOR。站在熟悉的柜台，持着熟练的微笑迎接每一位来临的顾客。不过，这快乐的情绪还是会被人类打扰到。有一些顾客，一进来，就摆着很臭很臭的脸，多问两句，简直想要骂人了。遇上这样的人，心情会有瞬间的不爽。当然，是瞬间，因为他没有资格剥夺我所有的快乐。不过，今天，却意外地遇上了GRACE的姐姐和妈妈。他们要寄钱，所以我帮助他们使用机器来寄钱。这样我才看见他们要寄的对象是GRACE，在询问之下，才确定了这就是我所认识的朋友。可见，山打根也有变小的时候。

这里，没有MULTIBAKE， 也没有SOUTHERN，在工作附近有间肥猫饼屋。里头的面包，都很便宜。一个一块。吃了一个巧克力的。味道不错。这里，很炎热。出去打包时，觉得自己快要被煮熟了。

终于放工了。喜欢准时回家，因为我下车站的地方，对面有间中学，他们也是这个时候放学。喜欢看他们一窝蜂的走天桥。这让我想起旧时的自己。很想念那时的自己，一窝蜂的走出校门，边聊边走。喜欢那时不知天高厚的自己。怀念坐校车的日子。我一回到，我不会立刻叫朋友的妈妈出来载我。我习惯在那看那些朋友们嘻嘻哈哈的样子。感觉他们的快乐，仿佛自己和朋友在一起的喧哗。我多么多么想念这样的感觉！

我喜欢流浪，而且我知道流浪是一个人，所以我算在训练自己的适应能力。不过，有时候，会有崩溃的感觉。仿佛只有自己在那里伫立。一个人坐完一切的事情。有时候觉得很累。回到家，文字成了我最真实的朋友。无法上网，我已经很伤心了。如果，电脑真的出了问题，我不懂我是否还会理智。或许，我太看好自己独立的能力。

无论如何，我希望自己能在异乡中学会成长！