最近,一回到家,那段晚间时光,我都是呆在银幕前,观赏一幕又一幕属于他人的故事。如果,幸运的连上无线上网的信号,就会暂时去网上溜达一下,去FACEBOOK留言,或去南洋那里吸取新闻快报,又或则去邮箱那里看有没有新的信件。这样的生活,维持了几个晚上。每晚迟迟不睡,早上迟迟不醒,生活开始失去了斗志。

I have stayed in front of the screen enjoying the story which belonging to others recently in the part of the evening time after returned home.If I luckily connected with the wireless, I took a stroll at website, commented at Facebook, or went to Nanyang absorbed new issues, or checking if have any new mails.This kind of life maintaining a number of nights.I delay my sleep every night and hard to wake up in the morning. My life began to lose its fighting spirit.  

 
I know there is a difference between job and career. Presently i am having my job and at the same time I keep searching what career suitable for me. What i planned before have been replacing by the slow paces. My vision began to narrow,mood bagan to age, lazy began to surface,I desperately ordered to stop it, desperately woken up the girl who adhere to the original dream. I felt afraid when surrounding had changed the original plan. I also frightened of the original plan is impossible to make it. Contradiction piles has beyond the equilibrium point.Therefore, i start fascinated by the theater and online to get a fresh breath.    

我知道工作和事业是两码事。目前的我是在工作,同一时间也在寻觅着适合自己的事业。之前的计划,被缓慢的步伐取代了。视野开始狭窄,心境开始老化,懒散开始浮现,我拼命的喊停,拼命的唤醒那个坚持最初梦想的女孩。很害怕,周遭的环境改变原本的计划,也很害怕其实这计划是无法进行得。矛盾一叠叠,超越了平衡点。所以,开始迷上看戏,迷上上网,想在当中透透气。

突然,很想给自己放个大假,为心房来个大扫除!

Suddenly, wanted on holiday , in order to have a clean-up of my heart!

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